feeling blue
This weekend was truly a struggle!! My period was 2 days late and I literally got no sleep last night becuase of the what ifs!! So this morning, no period but I just know that nothings happened. Cervix doesn't feel any different and I saw a small pink spotting. I was praying that maybe GOd would just allow me to get pregnant on my own!! I woke up a 6:00am feeling horrible and upset. What if this IUI doesnt work? I dont have a whole lot of money to pay for continous treatment. I FEEL SOO AGGRAVATED!!!! UHHHHHH!!! I need some big encouragement please, because I am sick and tired of telling my family becuase they don;t get even a portion of what it is I feel going through this!! Its a waste of time telling them anything!! I need to get this frustratiion out and I need to talk to someone who GETS what I feel!!
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I GET IT!!! Believe me, you are sooo not alone. But you have to give it up to God. He will take care of you either way. Keep doing everything you can to make it happen, but also make sure HE is guiding you. You know how you just have a feeling when things are right and meant to be? Listen for that, and you will be OK. You will be OK!! (ps. did you take hpt?) Thinking of you and hoping for the best! xo lauren