Feeling better and better

Feeling better now that the decision to testify has been made. I'm still having occasional moments of panic but I know I'm doing the right thing and have family standing behind me now. I know this weekend will be hard though because it will be my first encounter with a lot of the family and those who have thought me a lier all these years. I'm just keeping in mind that the two closest to me always knew who I am and the one in heaven is smiling down and lending me her strength for this endeavor. It won't make it any less hard to talk about but I know I am strong enough to make it through it. This can't be any harder than what I had to go through alone when testifying against my father....at least now I'll have support and strength. The other little girls he hurt deserve my support so they don't have to go through what I did.