Feeling Blue

It is another difficult weekend!  What to do with myself?  Going to be with my sister tonight, we'll go to dinner and then to a church service.  Don't have any plans for tomorrow.  My sons are busy with their plans which is good.
Truth is I don't have the motivation or energy to do much of anything anyway.  Can't seem to get out of this slump.  Live is just plain boring right now.  I miss my dear husband so much. We didn't do much on New Years, but we did it together!
Life is completely different, I feel as though I have been dropped into a world I don't know and I will never adjust to.
I pray that I will gain insight in the new year to work through what is so painful right now.