Feeling Anxious
Hi All,
I am new to this site. I just joined the other day. This is my first journal entry so I guess I should tell everyone my story.
I was diagnosed with stage four invasive ductal cell about a year and a half ago. After chemo, a mastectomy, and radiation I was told I was in remission in September.
Everything is going pretty well right now. I have to go for scans every three months and my next set is Tuesday. I get so nervous when I have to do this. I am so scared that something will show up. I know it does no good to worry about it but I cannot stop it.
People tell me that the fear will get better with time. I really hope so. I have anxiety problems as it is and so this fear becomes almost paralyzing at times.
I always pray that I never have a recurrence.
I am new to this site. I just joined the other day. This is my first journal entry so I guess I should tell everyone my story.
I was diagnosed with stage four invasive ductal cell about a year and a half ago. After chemo, a mastectomy, and radiation I was told I was in remission in September.
Everything is going pretty well right now. I have to go for scans every three months and my next set is Tuesday. I get so nervous when I have to do this. I am so scared that something will show up. I know it does no good to worry about it but I cannot stop it.
People tell me that the fear will get better with time. I really hope so. I have anxiety problems as it is and so this fear becomes almost paralyzing at times.
I always pray that I never have a recurrence.
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