feeling a wee bit better today

feeling a bit better today after my rant yesterday - had bloods done today but still waiting for the result. i have decided that provided my bloods are therapeutic this week (after weeks and weeks of being low) to bite the bullet so to speak and give work a try next week - if they are still low and i need to increase my warfarin again then i will take one more week. I wonder if i will ever feel normal again and am thinking that perhaps this is my normal - maybe i just need to get on with it - i dont think im doing myself any favours sitting around the house - potentially getting weaker from lack of running around like a mad woman. Let the chaos commence (well in moderation).  4 1/2 months in and im taking charge! well this week anyway! saying all that, ive still been sitting here with a hot water bottle on my back.