Feeling low

 Feeling very low and down.
Had  gynaecologist app yesterday. Hoping he may be able to fix damage from this disease. He can but at cost of about $2000 australian dollars. So stuck with a constant reminder of this disease. Do not have this amount of money to spare.
The funny part in all of this, the gyneacoligist tried to poach me and take me as his patient when he realised l had behchet's disease. He was very interested indeed. I am very happy with my current specialist and he is more compassionate. This l feel is very important as well.
Tomorrow will be better!! June 20 2011