Feeling Bad
Hello everyone. I feel bad because I'm at work and I have been avoiding my coworker who is pregnant. We were pregnant together she was only exactly one month ahead of me. We use to talk to each other about our pregnancies. I feel bad because she reminds me of how big I am suppose to be. I dont like feeling this way but I cant help it. Also all of my other friends and coworkers are gathered at her desk and they are talking about her pregnancy. I am happy for her it just reminds me of how far along Im suppose to be and Im not. This truly hurts. I thought I was getting better but I feel like all of the emotions I was feeling when I first lost my baby boy are coming back and I am feeling so lonely. Oh Gosh. I just want my baby back. I hate feeling this way.
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I\'m so very sorry. I know how difficult it is. My best friend and I were pregnant at the same time, due within a month of each other. When I miscarried, it was so hard to be happy for her - I was really happy for her, but I hurt for me. It was easier with her, since she\'s like my sister (we\'ve been friends since we were 3) but had it been someone else, I dont know if I could have delt with it the same way. It will get better, and I know that doesn\'t sound very helpful, but it will. I pray that your days get easier soon.
It is understandable to be feeling the way you are. When I had my first m/c, my best friend had just had a little boy that was a few months old. It was hard to look at him and not bust out crying. So do not feel bad about the emotions that you have, it is normal, but they will pass. Everyday will get easier. I pray that God will give you the comfort that you need and peace you are looking for.
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10
I am so so sorry. I had no idea that this had happened. What happened? is there anything I can do for you? This makes me want to cry.
I am so sorry that you are feeling down. I know how hard it must be. I just hope that god continues to work in your life and heal you form the pain that you still feel. praying for you.
Thank you ladies!