Feelin fine

My sugar levels are normal thank the gods. I'm working on it hard core, by drinking teas and drinks with lots of vitamins, and supplimenting my diet with this stuff called Avariia its just like splenda only cheaper on the wallet, and I dont have outragious sugar levels anymore. It was breathing through the pain of taking a needle to myself and digging into my skin to relaize how much of a diabetic I really am. I dont want to spend my life dying from. I want to go on living, and be happy. I wanna see the two new boys in the family grow up well. I want to spend time with my friends who I often miss due to our hecktic schedules. I'm going away today thought I was gonna go away last week, but our plans changed, he wasnt feeling well, now that hes better I am taking off leaving town on a jet plane I dunno whan I'll be back again.