feelig sorry

what an idiot i am fell out my wheelchair right on my stump forgot to put my brakes on and slip i went so after a sleepless night tried to put my leg on and stump was to swollen so now its back to the doctors to see if i have done any damage sure feel like a xxxxx if its not one thing its another was going real good but better me then anything happening to my boys but really xxxx off as i have to rely on them for a couple of days and dont want to do that cause i to proud to ask for help but havnt got any choice boy i must haave doe something wrong so where along the line its just not fair but my own fault