feeling........

I call my boyfriend to come and get me at 10 at night from my friend's place cause she was to drunk to drive me home. He was mad that I called and asked like it was a huge problem to do so. Then we have a child free evening and he goes off and plays stupid video games!  Stays up all night and leaves me alone.  Then when I tell him I am not going this morning to the farmfair he got upset like I ruined his plans for something else. Fuck I am sick of this!!!!!! He actions have left me feeling like I am a burden and sad as if I should not be asking for help. If I try and tell him how I feel he gets upset.  I am beginning to wonder if this is the right relationship for me? It's of course not like this all the time but it seems that when I would like to do something and it's not something he is interested in he makes a big deal of it and it is made known that he does not want to do it.