feeling......

  Im not super happy or anything like that but i finally feel normal. I dont feel depresed or sad all the time. Ihate how low i get right before Af and  BFN. I hate feeling like that. I at least fel huma agian and functinal. I am out of my woh is me pitty party. I hop ei can fight the depresion if i have a BFN agina in 2 1/2 weeks. But i will enjoymy mood rightnow. I will go home and bake God knows how many cookies for the other cops at james Preceint. I know i will feel better sending him off to work with cookies for the guys. I hope this feeling last. i hope its a BFP. I guess the reason i get so sad is because even before AF I know im not pregnant. beingpregnant 3 times puts you intune with your body. I know when somthing is not right and when somthing si a little wacky.