Feel so very sad
Last day of school today which was fine with me, but I do miss my first graders they had such sweet spirits this year. This summer was SUPPOSED to be dedicated to chillin out before my little boy was to be born. Now, we are scheduled to pick up his ashes instead. My heart is breaking becuase so many teachers at my school are going to be big and showing pregnant when I start back in August. My baby was suppose to be here. My mom was in the process of paying on all the baby's bedding and crib and when I went to her house I caught a glance of all his stuff. I can't shake the sadness today...It hurts so bad.....
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I am so sorry. My heart hurts deeply for you.
Im sorry, some days are just so hard. I know how you feel, before Kaylee passed my mom had bought a bunch of stuff for her. After she passed, I went over there and saw all the stuff and just lost it. She put it away after that and I havent seen it since. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Hugs, Mandy
I am so sorry for your loss. I completely understand how your feel. On May 31 I was suppossed to go and find out what I was having because the baby closed his legs on me. Then on June 15 I was going to go and pick out baby furniture.Anniversary dates are the hardest. I would have been due on 09/18/2011. One moment at a time...
There are no words to describe how truly sorry I am about your little ones passing. My heart hurts as well for both of you. It takes time to heal and grieve and you need to be kind to yourself. I know how hard it is when there are people around you pregnant. There is one teacher who is the same due date as my second angel would have been. It is so hard to see her with her big belly knowing that she did not even try to get pregnant.
Lots of hugs and prayers
sharon
There will always be a pregnant woman around. There are days when the blinders work and then there are the others... My little one was 3 weeks away from her due date when she was born. I came home from the hospital and got rid of almost everything. I just could not bear to look at her belongings.
Healing takes time. A lot of time.
Hugs!!!
N.
I just read your journy entry, and I can totally feel what you\'re feeling. I\'m a teacher too, and there are other pregnant teachers at my school who are due around the time I was due. My due date was September 16, 2011. My kindergarten students were so excited about my pregnancy. My family had also started buying me things..everything is hidden now. This just hurts so much that I can\'t even imagine a greater pain. If you ever need to talk, I\'m here,