feel so lucky

So I need to stop the attention seeking. I do it all the time to make people notice me. I do it most when I am around my old best friend who I lost to make her take an interest in my life. I love my friends so much and I am so scared of losing them. I just do it because I feel insecure and uninteresting- it's dangerous for me because I could do stupid things to make people notice me. I don't want to be depressed and have problems.
Life can be so great and also so bad. I have experienced it both side of the fence and I see now I want a good life. I feel so lucky to be who I am and I as I get older I see how bad it could be. Think of Lib and Em...be greatful.....
STOP BRINGING YOURSELF DOWN YOU IDIOT? DO YOU WANT IT TO BE LIKE THAT? OF COURSE YOU DON'T!!! JUST THINK BEFORE YOU SAY....STOP BEING DEPRESSED FOR THE SAKE OF IT!! SHOW THE WORLD HOW BRILLIANT YOU ARE AND NOT HOW MUCH YOU NEED HELP. IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT.
 
Chin up gorgeous, be happy.
Be the ray of sun-shine when it's raining.