feel so down today...

i live on a tiny 9 by 5 mile island, and in the past few months teenage deaths have become almost a weekly occurrence. thankfully, i don’t personally know any of the people who have died, but it doesn’t make it any better. the last one has hit me particularly hard - a beautiful young girl who went to the same school as me. i recognise her face, but as she was several years younger than me i never spoke to her. although nothing has been confirmed, i’ve read a lot of facebook posts claims she was badly bullied and had been hurting for a long time. its heartbreaking to now read posts on her tribute page full of love, caring, and support. if only those who knew her had shown more support earlier, this may not have happened. of course, this is just my opinion, but it scares me that the people responsible may get away with this. this poor girl will never realise how loved she was by friends, family, and even strangers who have shown their support.
i live on such a tiny island, yet teenage deaths are becoming a weekly occurrence with the same causes being identified. 
despite being extremely suicidal myself, this hurts me more than words can describe. 
RIP beautiful girl X