feel so down..........

i feel so down......i just keep on thinking about what he stole and how much he stole and how he could do this to me and how he could do this period.........i kills me and i just want my life back......i know that this is probably part of BPD that it making me feel this way......i can live with it.......i just feel so depressed.....i wanna crawl back into bed and cry....but i hafta go to school and live through 3 classes and then i'm off next week for Thanksgiving so THAT'S something......but i just wanna cry and i just want my life back!!!! he stole everything that was/is so important to me!!!! give me my life back!!!!!!!!!!!!