feel so alone today

im really having a hard time today,our daughter went to stay with her cousin about half hours drive away.who lives around the corner to my sister in laws were my husband has been staying since he left us last week (again).I know i sound selfish but at the moment i hate being alone and i worry that they will brainwash her against me,yes i know i sound pathetic but i dont think he has told his family all that went on a couple of weeks ago and they seem to think im over us and getting on with my life.something else im sure hes told them.I just dont want them to say anything that is going to upset our daughter and i hope the tramp dosent come down to visit him or our daughter will be pushed into meeting her even though she dosent want to yet.