Feel like poop.......

Only 6 hours sleep last night.I did get through the holidays without a major slide into depression.  I did not eat like a little piggy.  I did  not gain weight.  I didn't exercise either but had lots of back pain.Rheumy is doing all the tests.  I must have had 20+ xrays of my neck and upper back.  Then had another MRI, though he said I had a good looking brain from previous MRI, this one was for my back.  Lab work that the Tech had to look up as he hadn't seen it before.  Love my Doctor, he is thorough.I had found some information on muscle involvement with Lupus.  I was at a point that I could not move my head, literally.  I had pain in my neck and shoulders for 2 weeks.  Ton's of pain killers and Bengay with minimal relief.  I also get a lot of back pain, actually learned it is the Pelvic Girdle, Shoulder Girdle and neck.  It's difficult and painful to walk.  Dr. said is very rare.  That doesn't phase me as I've come up with some weird conditions, which all ended up being Lupus.  I can't recall the name, of course, but I did print it out and took it to him on my last appointment.  That is when he ordered 1,000 more tests.   I have appointment with him on the 12th for the results.  Am praying for relief.28 more minutes and I can go home, take a long hot bath and go to bed.Tomorrow is another day!