Feel good today

Last week I was drunk and was so confused I messed up with a new job. Or I thought I did. Then they called me today to say there were tech issues and want me to start training Monday! I am so happy about it, because I was sure I screwed it up because of my behavior. I don't feel like drinking, although I'm sure I will, because I felt it earlier but just made myself busy and that feeling and thought went away. So now Im working on 2 days being sober. I know I will make it this time. I just hope I can sleep tonight. I stayed up all night watching shows on netflix. I need to get some sleep.

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citychick2011
citychick2011

Good job on day 2. Keep it going. You are right about the feeling fleeting if you concentrate on something else and keep busy. I like taking a run or even a brisk walk and then showering. Window shopping is also therapeutic. Do what you need to day by day, hour by hour, or even minute by minute to not drink! I also paint my nails or prep food for the week for my daughter and husband. Hugs!