Feel A Little Frustrated

SO the pandemic's been over a month now and i can't not do anything! i mean i'm at home like i should but i kinda hate being broke for a long time not knowing if i'll be able to work again or not. i have severeal jobs but they're postponed for now. one might open back up at the begenning of May but i don't think it's a wise idea to open back up if no one's been tested and diagnosed. 

My health is moderate but since i have astmah, it might impact me much more than i think and i don't want to compromise on my health since doctors are learning that COVID-19 shows stroke symptoms in young adults, causes long term damage to the respitory system and that doesn't sound too great. However, not having revinue isn't great too. i'm good with food for now, but within a few weeks, i'll be in trouble. i wish i could get a job online but i don't know what i can do since my profession is not one that's transferrable to online. 

But back to the restlessness. I recently opened up an etsy shop. one that I was supposed to put up ages ago but since i'm stuck at my home, i have a lot of time now to work and edit on the photos and stock up. i don't know how successfull it will be since i don;'t know many that are intersted in what I like to create but it's out there on the servers now. On another note, I'm taking a class that i can do online but it's going to take me 6 months to complete and I need to work hard onit but now i feel like i jumped the gun too soon and don't want to do it right now. And lastly, i'm practicing in perfecting my art. I feel so restless and compulsive. i bought these expensive classes hoping that it will get me out of the rut but unfortunatley, it might take me 6 months complete and i don't have money to help sustain me for that amount of time. i really hope i'll be plenty skilled so i can work on my own time away from the public.