Feeing optimistic
I'm microdosing Clonapin faster than I would like but it is necessary because of the effect it has on my heart. I do experience psychogenic body shakes but they are not severe. I m experiencing adrenaline surges. My blood pressure seemed more stable at night a little on the low side, but stable. Several people from this wonderful site are praying for me. I believe in the power of prayer. I desire to nigh unto my Father who never leaves my side no matter what. I have become complacent in my faith. Focusing on my health issues. Looking for support. I would like to find a church where the people are real. Not a mega church. But a down to earth everyone knows each other's name church. I have today, it is enough. Tomorrow does not exsist. Worry, won't change anything. So Ginny, breath take in beauty and relax.
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We are glad that your here. I would love to find a church as you describe, but I am not sure they exist anymore. All are these rock concerts that pass themselves off as a church and are of the enormous size that there is no way that everyone knows everyone.
Didn't you see the EP doc recently? How did that go?
As Thor said, we're glad that you're here! I prefer the smaller churches too, where you can actually get to know people. I'm glad that your blood pressure seemed a bit more stable last night. Let us know how your appointment with the cardiologist goes. Hugs!