February 1st,2009

I have finally made it ad for this I am glad because this will be my year after all.As for me..I have decided to end Sandis friendship because this girl is really unbelieveable.She hasnt read a book in ages..nor does she read the paper and doesnt know ordinary words.I have to explain things to her and this is what I did for my late mother and I am getting tired of this child like dependecy that she has been showing.If you want to act like a little girl..that is fine with me.But Marilyn Monroes act went out years ago and even some of the men that I know here would drop her after one date.Just because your high school years were traumatic doesnt mean the rest of your life has to be.And if you keep playing what happened in high school,then drop me as a friend because you need help.I dont know what has happened but all I can say is this my father was super.And on the 7th...it will be 43 years that The Beatles arrived and that I had my first date and I am going out to celebrate.As for the relationship...it didnt work out and it never will.I am not a stay at home person and I do feel if my mother had a career that things would have gotten so bad after his death.I wished that she did work.She was always screaming about the house and she was always yelling at me and Frank and I realized long ago...that the house was all that she had.but she could have broadened her interests and in the end we lost the house anyway and I am glad..I refuse to buy one anyway and spend zillions of dollars redorcating and stuff when Brad and I dont have any one over and I wont have her over here anyway.I also am not to keen on plants or flowers.A girl at work gave me a plant and when I brought it home...the cats had a heyday...Kramer and Tooey knocked the plant over and the kitchen was a mess.Then Tuffy was on the verge of eating the leafs on it and I said no way..I threw it out.As for herbs..I dont grow them either..I buy them.Herbs are for cooking and to me..I am not wasting any more time spending in the kitchen like my mother did and now I am enjoying life and doing things that I want to do and nothing is going to stop me.