Feb 2

I'm feeling anxious about having no money coming in. I was on disability and while on disability, I was terminated from my job. The disability ended and I applied for unemployment, but the have set up a phone interview on the 14th to talk to me. I don't know what the means, but I hope I get it. I have no income coming in right now, so all the bills are falling on my husband and he doesen't work but 20-25 hours per week. It's not enough to pay the bills that we have without my help. 

I am starting a company with a brother in-law and another partner. It kind of fell in my lap. I'm learning about setting a company up and what the company will provide as services. We will be tearing down structures. My brother in-law is having doubts, so he might back out, but the other partner wants me to stay on with him. The problem is I've not been reimubrsed for the hours I have spent on the company and for the things that I have paid for regarding the company. We should be having a meeting tomorrow, so I will bring that up. I need to have at least that money that I put in for the company. I can't afford to just pay for things. I will have no money to pay for anything here soon. 

I got my nails done yesterday, but I will have to stop that. I was hoping the unemployment would come through, but that is put on hold. I am going to have to remove them and wait to get them done again when I can afford it. It was the one nice thing that I did for myself. I'm just going to have to suck it up and have short ugly nails for a while. 

Well, that's it for today. I'm going to try to start journaling more here. It does help to get things out. Have a great day everyone!