Fears Fears Fears..

Locked away, Thats what my head feels like these days.What happend to the laughs and enjoyment of life.Now all i do is wallow in self pitty and fear...fear for the worst. I dont hear them.I dont see them.I dont even know who THEM are...yet.. I fear. I fear one day, they will come...I fear one day they will introduce themselves to me.them, i do not want to meet. Once strong and bold..But he was left out in the cold..fear has set in, pulled up a chair and sat right in. Maybe one day ill find my key's... but untill then, I just remain, in fear. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Just a little thing i wrote to help me try to get over this fear of going schizophrenic. Weird huh.