Fears

I believe that I have overcome my fear of personal space.  If anyone gets close to me, I no longer react to want to kick him or her; although, it will always be a daily battle until Christ returns.  I had a 30 minute panic attack last night when I made myself deal with the pitch dark.  I don't think I am fully ready to have my apartment completely dark.  I do have a night light that I usually use, but I chose to test myself to see how far I have come in the past almost 6 months.  I guess I am not as far as I would like to be.    Please continue to pray for my recovery.  I do have counseling today, and I will post it tomorrow afternoon or evening sometime on how it went.