fear of the unknown

Whenever I get a text message or something, it's never from my boy. You never had a problem talking to me before so why now? I know why, I just want to hear you say it in you're own words. It won't make the pain hurt any less, but you can't stay a child and pretend nothing is wrong forever. Us adults wish we could have all the time, but life doesn't go that way for the less fortunate. We enjoy what we have while we have it and I was trying to teach you that while you were listening to those that told you, you can do whatever you want with no boundaries. That only you matter. You are not the only one involved in this matter. You try to make yourself be more important than others and you will find yourself alone often. I wanted you to have people that you could rely on by being respectful and considerate. You might be understanding that your actions do affect others now. I just hope you know how to gain back those you really care for, if that is what you truly want.