fear
I feel like a child sometimes, sleeping is so difficult, I have irrational fear I know he isn't going to come after me but.... I think what if he figures out where I live and trys to bang down my door. The first time after I left that I tried to sleep in the dark I nearly had a panic attack... I feel so silly.... I am adult I shouldn't be feeling this way...... why did he treat me like I meant nothing to him....
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you are not alone, it is what they want you to feel, it is a powerlessness and we as those on the other side have to learn how not to be afraid and how to have every duck in a row. no contact orders , protection orders, etc. there are laws that protect and will prosecute to the fullest. if they are violated. There are no perfect answers just perfect love for yourself and you little one(s).
You have to do what is right. I wish you the best every day and night..