faults

Everything unfortunate and bad about me is my fault.  Being single?  My fault.  Not knowing how to do things to survive in life(paying bills and taxes, driving, riding a bike, paying for other stuff, learning to live on my own)?  My fault.  Never having a single friend throughout my entire life?  My fault.  Not knowing what the emotion of love feels like because I have never experience it?  My fault.  Being socially awkward and weird?  Still my fault.  Being irrationally depressed at times?  My fault.  Not caring often about others but more about my hobbies and creations?  My flippin' fault.  Nobody wants to talk to me often or being ignored?  Always my fault.  Complaining about life?  That one is obviously my fault.