Farther Down
I'm so depressed now. I feel it. I have no energy. I'm just going to go into bed and lie there for a while. I got my ticket to see my mom today, so I should be happy and looking forward to it, but things aren't always what they should be.
Food: Had leftover baked ziti for breakfast, a Greek yogurt for a snack, a couple hamburger buns with some peanut butter for lunch and chicken and shells for dinner. Drank 32 ounces of Gatorade and so far 24 ounces of water.
Slept from midnight to 9am, stayed in bed, got really pissed and had to tranq myself down, then slept from 1pm to 4pm.
I'm thinking about moving out when the time comes. I don't think I'm fit to live with anyone. I'm too unstable. I'm not suicidal- just depressed.
Food: Had leftover baked ziti for breakfast, a Greek yogurt for a snack, a couple hamburger buns with some peanut butter for lunch and chicken and shells for dinner. Drank 32 ounces of Gatorade and so far 24 ounces of water.
Slept from midnight to 9am, stayed in bed, got really pissed and had to tranq myself down, then slept from 1pm to 4pm.
I'm thinking about moving out when the time comes. I don't think I'm fit to live with anyone. I'm too unstable. I'm not suicidal- just depressed.
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I\'n sorry you are so depressed right now, this will pass, you have to beleive that. As far as moving out, REALLY? I don\'t think so, you and Geo mean to much to each other and are good for each other. you are just depressed right now and are not thinking straight. when you are in a happier state of mind then you can think about moving out and I know you wont. I talk bad like that when I am depressed too. Don\'t be so hard on yourself right now, give yourself some time to think, I am sure Geo understands or he would no stay with you, he loves you and cares about you. Cheer up, tomarrow will be a new day.
I agree with Blue Toes. Just give yourself time.
Drink your water so far you are doing good.
Doing a great job of keeping up your journal up too
when you are this depressed its not a good time to make such a big desicion.. like moving out. you and geo love eachother.. i understand .i am so depressed also.. no big desicions when deperessed ok. rest and take your meds and if you need to call your doctor.. hugs .i hope you feel better soon. love you ..marie