fantastic stinking mother's day

today was horrible! It started out good. I got up, got the boys up, we all got showered and dressed, teeth and hair brushed, and ready to go. Then, my wife got out of bed. She's been sick for almost a week with tummy trouble. She went to the GP early last week, and they said it was just the flu, and go home drink fluids n get rest. She did, but has been sick ever since. This morning, she was even worse, so we went to the ER. I had planned to go to church, then I was going to be super nice n take my mother out to breakfast n to get pedi's for us. Today is the first time I've really "talked" to her in about a month. None of that happened. We got to the ER at about 8. Church started at 8:45. The boys were going to sing today too :(((. I knew we wouldn't make church, so I text'd my mom. She came to the hospital to pick up the boys so they wouldn't have to sit around. My wife got a battery of tests. While I was waiting, the anxiety took over. I went to the car n cut. We didn't get out of the hospital till almost 1:00. After that, she had scripts to pick up, so there went more time. We finally got home at 2, but by this time my mood was BEYOND gone. My mother and I talked some, but that was about it. No church, no breakfast, no pedi's. My mother's day sucked!!! It seems like all holidays suck lately. Thanksgiving was horrible b/c I was sick, Christmas was horrible b/c Annie's brother was over at her mom's house (Annie hates her brother), easter sucked b/c Annie was sick, and now Mother's day. Am I ever going to get a good holiday ever again??? I don't know what to do anymore. I wish I had friends that lived close by. I could really use a hug right now.