Family Time

Today I will be spending time with my family.......this is one of the hardest steps that I have to take......because we always did this together,  I wasn't going to go I was just going to avoid the paid all together but I knew that if  I didn't go my children wouldn't go and I feel that they need my family now and in the future so I have to keep them connected, you see the connection with my family had been sort of broken before Tom got sick......he made sure that it was mended before he passed away. He made sure he put my family back together for me so that I had someone to lean on if I needed it.
So today is a very bitter sweet one, I just hate being around a lot of "well meaning"people.  So with a deep breath I will edure taking baby steps to one day get to where ever this alll takes me.
Happy Easter darling  I love youand miss you more then you will ever know.