Family/Letting Go

It was a good day today...surprising. I talked to my grandma and she gave me, my mom, and my sister a report of whats been happening with the family these past few weeks. I have an uncle who i have not seen since i was 4/5. After that i've been told that he wanted to be left alone and wanted to put some distance and so my family had no idea where he was or heard from him in fifthteen years and today i was informed that my grandma and other family memebers heard from him! yay! I hear a family reunion coming up. Wait family reunion? that means my dad will be there and i cant even look at him, i can just imagine it, my dad acting like nothings changed that my sister and i will be happy to see him and give him a hug, uh no, i think i will have a meltdown if i ever saw my father again. After i heard that my family spoke to my uncle, i told my mom that what ever problems even if they are silly ones with my sisters or other family memebers , for me i need to let go, we are a family. I still wont forget the pain my family has caused me especailly my dad but for now, i just need to remember that my family does love me so i'm letting it go.....for now.