Family is falling apart!!!

I have got to keep my mouth shut!! I can't understand what has happened to family values..I have put myself on the back burner all my life..And I'm plenty tired of it..My son's have totally lost their minds...They are letting these women that they live with..Not good enough to marry.Turn our family inside out..It's all about their family and friends..My youngest son.Is living with a girl that was his ex-girlfriends...Best friend they were all room mates..To make this to the point she awoke to find them together on the couchSo of course she left him..After smashing the flat screen TV..Och..I loved this girl..Our family grew up together..I was so upset with my son and this girl..For doing this to her..What a smack in the face to Katie for being the ONLY friend this girl had..Now I see why..Well I'm not very good at keeping my mouth shut..She also weigh's 400 pounds..Not that I care it's just her mom paid 1000's  to have that lap band done..And shes gained another 60 pounds instead of losing.. An only child and is a back stabber..  She has moved my son to where a whole street is nothing but her family..I'm not kidding her Grandma..Mother..Aunts..Cousin ..My son and I were very close..I need to say he was always around..Our family is a family I have 2 other sons and a Daughter..5 grand children..3 ex- wife's and 3 Dogs A cat..And a heart condition..That will require surgery..Soon!! We have all this and yet I try to keep us together..Is it wrong to think my son should see I need a little help...I'm not rich..I can't afford to pay for help..My oldest son lives with a stripper..And has let the state take my grandaughter.. But he will work and care for this Drug addict..Hes coming one himself..My other son got on shutting up drugs..To the point of robbery.And is looking at 25years in prison..So that leaves me to me a Grandma plus pick up his slack..My daughter is doing better..She got a full time job..Thank you Jesus..This is the worst time in my life..I know this is the work of Satan..To get me to stray..It's not going to work..I am stead fast and standing strong..I love our God!!!!I just can't understand how things can go so wrong..When you let people in your life..I have not said a word about my true feeling's..And it's killing me to cut them out of my life..But I have got to say Good bye..To all this stress or my doctors tell me..I could have a stroke or Heart attack.  Before I became a christian I would of beat the Hell out of these girls..Really I have been arrest for beating up a man that hit my son when he was 7 years old..I had to pay for teeth replacement for him..So I am doing a great Job WITH GOD'S HELP!! Of keeping this in check..But is Satan really this strong? I am so afraid of what's around the corner..I will never turn my back on our Lord..NEVER!!  I just had to vent..Thank you my friends..The ones that take the time to really be friends..It's a hard world and will only get harder..I want to give a special THANK YOU TO ROGER..He keeps me on track..I just needed to vent..Before I blew a gasket!!!Lol..God Bless You All........Lord I ask You to watch over my family..Bring them to their sense's!!!!Amen