Family can bring you down faster than enemies!!!!!!!

I just got back from New York where I was taking care of my father in the ICU and ok I have been on hormones for about 12 years and my family still continues to judge me based on my need to be me.  People who know me best know what you see is what you get.  My life is an open-book and I have NO SKELETONS in my closet since my closet is open.  My family has know me all my life for having a quick temper, being a fighter and my mouth having NO FILTER yet they still want to push my buttons!!!  I thank GOD EVERY DAY for allowing me to get over the anger I used to feel towards my father and he and I have an understanding.  I will ALWAYS be his child and he will ALWAYS BE MY DADDY so we respect each other and let each other live our lives as we see fit.  My family wants to talk about my transition but I will remain humble while they continue to judge me while calling themselves MINISTERS, doing drugs (and i'm not talking about marijuana), and secretly living their Down-Low lives while married.  Wonder why I choose not to go to church?!  HYPOCRITES!!!!  I WILL NOT ENTERTAIN THEIR FOOLISHNESS AND PURE FUCKERY!!!!  JUST KNOW THAT I AM LIVING MY LIFE HAPPILY IN ALABAMA WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND AT PEACE!!!  TRY MY PATIENCE IF THEY WANT AND I WILL NOT BE PRETTY!!!  EVERYONE KNOWS I GIVE RESPECT AND CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND OR YOUR WORST ENEMY IF YOU CROSS ME!!!!  I AM 30 YEARS OLD AND HAVE NEVER BEEN TO JAIL AND DO NOT PLAN OF STARTING NOW!!!!  I WILL SAY THIS THOUGH...I NO LONGER FIGHT AND I DON'T ARGUE....I'LL JUST HIT THEM BITCHES WITH A BOTTLE AND WALK AWAY CALMLY IN MY STILETTOS!!!!!  AND WITH THAT SAID HOW U DURIN'?!!!  HALLELUJAH