Family

Today I am trying to figure out what is going on with myself and my family. I think I have a lot of annoyance with my husband, and I think it is affecting how I am at home. I think I am annoyed that he almost doesn't really do anything. And the past few days it seems to be getting worse, yet he wants me to be more sexually inclined, which I just don't feel. I feel like neither of us are pitching in as much as we should and because we both want to see the other person be involved, and then when the other person doesn't do anything it bothers the other and then nothing gets done. And then on top of everything else we have this tiny house that we barely have enough room in, and then we help out our friends because it is something that we believe in, and then lose what little space we have. And it is a never ending cycle. And even now, we have a friend staying with us, keep in mind it has only been about three weeks, and at most probably another week longer, but after that my husband wants to consider moving in with another one of our friends and taking over her mortgage, which while saving money would be a good thing, there is the fact that our friend still lives there and we can't really have our children there because the air is toxic...