Familly Day

I did just see my brother and his wife for the first time in two years, had to tell them all about ms because it is something that I certainly cannot hide.  She understood because when I saw them last, we were touring through a foreign city and she kept noticing how I could not keep up.  She kept wanting to say, "hurry up".  What has happened to me makes sense to me and to her now, but I am still the same nice person I always was.  That has kept the smile on my face with some sadness behind my eyes.  I have never hurt anyone and that is why I don't like this, but the good person I have been has helped me to work through this all.  I am far from done, I have only just begun.  It reminds me of what someone said to me a very long time ago, "Always becoming, never to become".  That is the answer to life, you will never figure it out.  It is all about the quest or journey.  Life is a journey, not a destination.