Falling Into Depression

I feel like I'm falling into depression I've become quiet  and want to be by myself. I feel lonely and sad this is how it always starts and I realliy don't want to go through it anymore I just started feeling better on my meds and am not ready for this down hill spiral.(I don't know where this shit doown here came from!??)22222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222222