Falling apart one last time

Looking into the mirrorI feel my lifes coming to a closeI can say i have no fearbut In the end I'll miss you most You put me down when i tried to shineBroke this soul that wasn't even minebut Still i loved you until the endloved you like an angel, so sweet, so fine But then the day came when I realized I had lost youI cried all night and wished it weren't trueMy mind said fuck you but my heart was silentFor It was dead, died in your love lost tonight So on this day i bring the blade Praying someway i'll make you fadefrom my thoughts scarred with your hateMy love long lost, lost in your hate