Falling Apart at the Seams
Since my last journal entry a lot has happened. A lot of bad things. I recently went and saw Mitch in Texas and that was nice but after coming back I haven't felt the same. I'm lethargic and I don't have any motivation to do anything.
I decided the other day I'm going back into therapy and my therapist is considering putting my on anti depressants.
And Mitch and I might break up.
I don't know what to do because a conversation we had just went south real fast. I'm not ready to let go of him even though I know I should. He can't give me what I need and i need to accept this but i can't right now.
I really need a lot of support right now because I don't think I've ever felt this low. Really ready to give up on life.
I decided the other day I'm going back into therapy and my therapist is considering putting my on anti depressants.
And Mitch and I might break up.
I don't know what to do because a conversation we had just went south real fast. I'm not ready to let go of him even though I know I should. He can't give me what I need and i need to accept this but i can't right now.
I really need a lot of support right now because I don't think I've ever felt this low. Really ready to give up on life.
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It is unfortunate you experience this type of bump on the road that might had throw you of track. Possibly it would be good to get the meds since it seems this is not the first time under the care of a therapist.
You have a good head over your shoulders but it seems your heart doesn\'t agree, although it might be hard you have to do what you know is good for you.
If you want to talk send me a message, I am here.
I hope things get resolve favorably
-Victor