Fallin down...
I've always been big on practicing what I preach...cept lately the wagon took a sharp turn and I fell off the back...well I did fall lol... once wasn't enuff so I had to go and finish what I didn't do right the first time (like bust my big butt) ...Hey I already told ya about that any who... and yeah I'm still kinda gigglin about the last fall where my feet passed my face... and how funny it was even tho it hurt like crazy...I haven't eggzackly healed up good... back and right legg is real crazy... I'm just gettin where I can sleep sometimes on my side... most the time the last couple weeks I've been sleepin in my recliner... It aint all that bad cept when I sleep two hours or more I can't move when I wake up...whole new weird to my book of weird...this mornin I was wigglin my fingers on my left hand... but I couldn't feel em move... I could see em move...Whoa....nelly so I tried to wiggle my fingers on my right hand geesh had to look at it first to see if it was there... yepp there they are... slowly the feelin came back to my hands and arms , then I worked on my leggs... creepin me out....gotta tell ya I don't much like this feelin not feelin... I moved my recliner over here next to the computer to see if i can get outta this rutt I 've gottin into....I hate to burden others with my problems...I was raised to stand on my own two feet anything else was wrong...might say it was kinda beat into me... now I'm feelin just as worthless as I was told I was gonna be as a child...sad aint it...how things you told as a kid can come back and haunt ya years later...well guess I whined enuff for one day...may be I find some cheese and crackers to go with that whine lol...I'm gonna go check out couple groups and well see where I go from there...Thanks for all ya support... sorry I'm not much of a friend right now...just kinda hopin I get better soon... always Russ
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