fairy tail
As I recover from losing my girlfriend I am in constant thought of what I want different from what I had. I have come up with the conclusion I want the fairy tale. I want Butch Charming on a strong white horse to sweep me off my feet. The butcher the better. She has to be easy going but have her own mind. She has to be strong when I am not. She has to want to hold me in my darkest hours. She has to be my guiding light. I need to encourage and push me in the right direction. I need her support me as I continue to find out to find myself. She almost most have a love for children. I swear I don't believe such a woman exist.
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She does baby, but sometimes they are just hard to find. But they are out there, waiting for the right woman to prove that they are worth their love and affection. So they don\'t do anything dumb like waist their time with the bad ones. Don\'t give up sweetheart, I know it seems very tough right now, but you are such a wonderful person that deserves the best things. You\'re time will come, the ex was just a warm up for better things.
We do exist, we do. The mistake I\'ve made in the past is riding in on my white horse to rescue people that needed to rescue themselves. As I learn the difference between rescuing and empowering I hope to attract those who want to partner with me rather than be rescued by me. Otherwise the folk I would see freed from their suffering experience resentment of me, in the end, feeling controlled instead of inspired. I\'ve lost people I thought were lifelong friends because this Butch dared to devote herself to their well-being wholeheartedly.
I would see people\'s potential and deeply desire to help them to see it too, to behold the beauty of their own uniqueness. I invested my self in them as a way of celebrating what I wanted to see more of in my community. Now I devote myself to self-investment and to investing in my daughter. I hope to show them more by example now and less by being their cheerleader. Given half a chance though, it is still my nature to inspire people to reach their full potential and develop their unique giftedness to better themselves and the planet. To bring my finances into balance I need to find a way to harness this nature for employment.
Don\'t give up NeverOver, you\'ll find her or, maybe, you\'ll become her.