Failed by......

Connie Butler "when something better came along dropped me!" Jr. High

LaRae Warren "dropped out and found new friends" Jr. High

Real dad bailed on us and let stepdad adopt us. Stepdad and mom didn't do very good raising us. 

Dad and mom took over raising my daughter..... Then lie about everything they've said in past. 

I came out as lesbian @1990s which estranged me, daughter and parents. 

Many broken relationships with all alcohol/drug issued women. Never knowing security. 

More jobs than my age (50). Denied promotions and discriminated against due to my moderate to severe hearing impairment. Many minor dealings with the law. Been framed twice! With my family believing the worst in me. 

Finally thought I'd met the woman whom wanted more kids with me. 16 year engagement and no kids. 

Moved from Co., to NM to care for her ill mother. I also am ill on disability. None of her family here (tons of them) give me the time of day. I've gotten WEIRD in my loneliness and isolation. I had to quit Facebook, being called a Rascist and commie, yelled at. Watching others do and live fun lives........DEPRESSING!