FADIN AWAY...AGAIN
I was thinkin about who much I depended on this Site for support...friendship ..
Now days I can barely read what I'm typin.. print is so small here on the entry..
I don't check in everyday anymore.. don't really know why..
Just I dn't really feel like I belong... Of course that could be me PTSD talkin.. but hey...ya don't have to hit me with a wet mop ...I know things are changeing.. me not so much... I came here yearss ago lookin for friendship and support and I got it...
I drifted I guess.. kinda faded into the background where I've been all my life... longin for the lime lite .. hiding in the shadows.. nobodys fault... just the way my mind works.. never felt like I was good enough no how...
But I put on a good show..
I know no one gonna loose any sleep about where did ole Russ go....?
boy I"m feelin needy .. sas aint it.. old fart pouring his soul out on the internet...
just to get a little attention.. yepp... sad sack ...
well untill nextt time... hope ya'll have a good one..
best wishes and many blessings..
Now days I can barely read what I'm typin.. print is so small here on the entry..
I don't check in everyday anymore.. don't really know why..
Just I dn't really feel like I belong... Of course that could be me PTSD talkin.. but hey...ya don't have to hit me with a wet mop ...I know things are changeing.. me not so much... I came here yearss ago lookin for friendship and support and I got it...
I drifted I guess.. kinda faded into the background where I've been all my life... longin for the lime lite .. hiding in the shadows.. nobodys fault... just the way my mind works.. never felt like I was good enough no how...
But I put on a good show..
I know no one gonna loose any sleep about where did ole Russ go....?
boy I"m feelin needy .. sas aint it.. old fart pouring his soul out on the internet...
just to get a little attention.. yepp... sad sack ...
well untill nextt time... hope ya'll have a good one..
best wishes and many blessings..
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I know I haven\'t been on lately with all the stuff I have been going through but when I do come on I always check on you my friend!!!! I didn\'t like it when you were away before when your computer and stuff were out and I sure wouldn\'t like it if I couldn\'t talk to you or see how you were doing now!!!! I would miss you and always worry and wonder how you were doing ...I did then and always will!!! Always wishing you the best..please take care of yourself!!
((((hugs))))