Fadin Away....
Awe..seems like forever since I was online here at DS....Something is changing ... I'm feeling different...I 've become reluctant to come online much anymore...I'm doing pretty go so far in the healty wise department... at least i'm gettin good check ups and for what it's worth...I'm still here... one day at a time.......I feel kinda faded at times..like an old pair of jeans..that's been washed one time to many..ever notice how worn out the demim gets ..it just tends to fall apart.......One thing I know for sure...the old fart I see in the Mirror every mornin..he aint eggzackly what I'd hope he be at thise age...Sure hoped I'd be rockin on the front porch with my wifey..watchin the sunset.. sharin the memories of days gone by.......had hoped I'd be able to be around all my grandkids..or at least have a family reunion once a year or two...but alas....my family is like so many others.. seperated by miles and pain... grandkids scatteredall over the U S of A....some prisioners of emotional boundries created by others....who think it is for the best......awe to bad eh..... ?i sit and watch the Country I Love so Dearly...seems to be headed to Hell in a card board box...or elected officials wouldn spend the money for a hand basket....I watch the showy desplays of both parties all huffed up against oneanother...I hear the President callin for fair play...but I see more manure flyin.......I don't know what to do...so I pray........I have faded away...I don't belong to this world anymore...I don't know what to do...so i hide .. waitin for spring...so I can ride my bicycle...
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