Facing People

Today should be interesting.  Two twelve hour shifts in a row (3rd shift)and an all day birthday party today.  This will be the first time seeing many of these friends/people since my Mom passed.  Beer and Red Bull will be drunk, White Castle will be eaten.  I just fear the first time some one looks at me with THAT look I'm going to start bawling.  What if I don't cry but over talk about it uncontrollably if some one asks me how I'm doing.  Wish me luck.