Facebook pictures

I am super upset right now. I just remembered that at one point when I just got out of the mental hospital, I deleted all of the photos that I was tagged in. And now I want them back! I met up with a friend from college and she tried to tag me in a photo from 5 years ago and it wouldn't let her. Is it because I deleted it from my Facebook page? I had short hair back then and a nose ring and I can think of so many other great pictures from my life that I deleted and I WANT THEM BACK!!! Those were memories... lost. Fuck. I do stupid stuff when I'm in all different states. BIPOLAR DISORDERRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrr