FINE
finef - f****d upi - insecuren - neauratice - emointional thats what fine stands forsounds bout right to me can feel meself sinking into a dark pit of blacknessits overwhelmingtry so hard to keep yourself posotivekeep up the good workabout the only thing im doing right atm is not drinkingok ill give meself credit for that oneyou see the thing is i find it hard to talk bout how im feelingnot sure whyactually i tell a liei dont want to open meself up to anyonecus that way i wont get hurtits that simplebut i know that by doing that im self destructingcus your head can only take so much before it implodesim gonna shut up nowsaying too muchmakes me feel too vunerableand i dont like itxxx
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It took courage to write that. It\'s refreshing to read something like that, that someone had the audacity to tear away the curtain and drop the image for a while.
i took a chance and decided to write a bit about how i actually felt instead of forever hiding behind the im fine comment
so i also decided to post exactly what fine means.
so its a question to all when u say you r fine do u mean it or is it as i state.
xxx
claire, everything you write should be in a book. you are an amazing writer.
sorry you aren\'t feeling so great though. you are doing good expressing everything though.
i love reading and i love writing too
i have ofton thought about writing a book on my own life experience and how i overcame them. and am still overcoming them
got a lot too say and nowhere to put it on paper.
hhhmmm mebbee i should see about draftig something out on ma computer.
we shall see