F\' my rapist
I can not “go” places like most people, like the “Jones,” I took the kids to SixFlags and had to leave two different ride lines because of “people watching, judging, going to get me, and looking at my kids.” The best times I remember are from my youth. I do not want them to remember or think they did something wrong for me to pull them out of the line. My rapist F’ed me up in the mental area, I will not let “him” get my kids to.
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It must be hard for you. I take it your kid is a different color. Ignore EVERYONE!!! Just love your kids. That\'s all you can do. In today\'s motley world, acceptance needs to run rampant.
in agreement with Sandy\'s comments and would like to add that if you get help with your ptsd symptoms it would help you be able to deal with public situations or any other stressful situation that you are in and with your kids.....it would help you feel more relaxed and your kids would get to have fun...try not to be so hard on yourself---just admit you have a problem and educate yourself and work on learning how to live comfortably!! or less stressful at least. **I can say this ONLY because I\'ve been there, been through it....have a daughter myself, so I understand...and I just started ptsd therapy about 2 months ago....have learned and practiced a lot so far and it HAS helped me in public places. I wish the same for you, friend!! HUGS!! love and support to you!
Kids are mine and my husbands, not \"his.\"