F*** Everything

My freaking bf if trying to force me to tell my parents about my ED, im going to be freaking 20 soon they dont need to freaking know!! they whole world doesnt need to know! i feel like i might as well tatto bulimic piece of sh** on my forehead because i guess thats all i am since im the freaking billboard for eating disorders and apperently eveyrone freaking knows anyway so once the point of being a person anymore when all i really am is a f***ing mental disorder! UGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i just dont wanna exist, i dont wanna breath i just wanna run away and never look back