Explanations

It has been almost 8 months now... I have done everything I can to move on... Then the other day a girl asked me.." How is Kathy doing" ... It was the first time in months someone did not know... I got back in my truck and a song   : if I die Young " came on.. I had never heard it before ... I never made it back to my job site... I went home..
 I used to pick wildflowers for Kathy... I knew them all ... They have never bloomed like they have this year... Our Mos and fern garden is like we always dreamed it would be... The tide is turning in our little war... Everything is what we dreamed but Kathy is not here .
I have moved on.. I met another widow ... 5 11... They are all tall it seems... She is the first one that is not crazy LOL... But I miss a little crazy... None will ever replace my Kat..
I miss her.. I always will