EXhausted,School,Bills,PT,Meetings,DS,Family,DS Friends,Love,Family

Hey AllWell its been awhile since I wrote and a lot has happen. We last until the 1st we got our money and we spent our money. Bills, groceries and it went fast and I was exhausted. I try to make up in class what I could but I was failing. I was tired and going to meetings and PT. My van went in to the shop on the 6th and Joey's truck was sick so we got it fix we had to drive Anthony's truck. We had to come up with money to pay Joey's truck. I forgot to pay bills last month and we double up this month. How in the world I did that well I don't know. Its so stupid its beyound words. I screw up and the family pays for it. Dustin came down for a weekend and stay and went hunting he enjoys going hunting with Ralph.We short of vehicles around here. Rhonda gave us money for the month and then yesterday on the 12th she gave us more because she heard us discuss that we was behind in bills.So her helping was nice. Anthony needed money for groceries and other household needs so i gave him part of what Rhonda gave me.I'm trying to stop drinking so much mountain dew but its not working because I WANT MOUNTAIN DEW! I'm having withdraws can you tell. I'm having lots of trouble in school and have to take one class over. Mom is in a RV park playing host for the two weeks then she is going by contract working with TVA til April she will make good money.Ralph has had good days and bad. Rhonda has had her share of bad days. Joey went to family night by himself since mom couldn't go and he actually talk. Joey is driving me to PT and he's working out in gym. Mom bought him membership last month and he's been working out and he sits and read in the Atrium while i'm in meeting unless its family night. I wish I had my van........... My van was using a quart of oil a day so it was time to get it fix. Our dog died monday night she had been with us for 13 years her name was midnight.  The boys grew up with her. She was a stray. About 2 years old when she came to the house and the boys took up with her and we couldn't say no. She was a good dog other then having a lot of pups until we could afford surgery for her. We didn't have a lot of money so it took some time. The boys did enjoy the pups though lol. The dogs do take up some money but the boys like the dogs. Next month we should have extra since we wont be paying double payments. Sounds good to me. I'm so exhausted for some reason I can't get my stuff together. I have no energy. I pretend when I have to but when I'm home alone it hits me I feel ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have the energy when I 'm at PT because I have to. why I don't know. But right now I could go take a nap. Oh well soon it will be time to go. I need to get started. Ralph's truck needs work on, Joey's truck needs some work on. Joey's money will be in soon I hope. We going to have a thanksgiving dinner here at the house so I got to get my shit together. We having company some from group coming and they can't see my room like it is. so guess what get your shit together Robin my desk is almost clean haha.I WANT MOUNTAIN DEW! UGHHHHHH!!!!!!! Well I get off here nothing else really happen. other then my doggie die I fail my class and I feel a failure. I'm exhausted all they time and I wish I could have some days off but I have another class have thanksgiving coming up and have to show up.Thanks for listening and love ya all. Have a pain free day and God bless you. Robin